"I should have known."
and there's no turning back, this time I'm stuck in hell.
I have seen your fucking face on every face in this city, useless feelings chain me to the shadow of you.
"This will never end", yet I carry on. "This will never end", until I break.
Everything I have seen, all I ever used to be, all my past, who I was, they slowly fade to black.
Through the highs and the lows of this life I didn't choose, let me tell you just one thing: once you love, you're a dead end.
You're a dead end.
These restless nights, they swallow me up, I start to feel like I've wasted my life. Is this all I have? Is this all I deserve?
Nothing left but this cold.
Endless seconds feel like years,
because of you.
I hope you know how hard it's been
to let it go,
to let you go.